woohoo!!!
I have to admit I was very undecided as to whether to play the game again, I have been feeling so overwhelmed lately, as a mother, as a wife, as a daughter, and as a friend, it seems as though everyone pulls in different directions and I struggle to know which way to stretch!
After finishing my hcg round, I lost a total of 14 lbs. I was hoping for more, especially taking into consideration how difficult it was but nevertheless it is what it is.
Upon ending that "diet", I now realize that I was lost because I didn't have a plan, I had no idea what to do next, I not only want to keep OFF the 14 lbs but also lose about 30 more, I don't know why I was hesitant about WW, I guess I just didn't know enough about it and was being stubborn.
I know with all of my heart that this weight loss journey is NOT a diet, not a 30 day starve, not the latest fad, its a change in lifestyle.
My bff Cindy is thin, she eats what she wants and has maintained a very healty weight for over 6 years, her mom is VERY thin, I often feel that she has some sort of advantage because her genetics are better suited for a "thinner" build. However, we are what we are and my entire family is overweight, Ive always been "the smallest one" and somehow In my mind I guess I took pride in that but one day it hit me that I wasn't happy with what I saw in pictures, even in the mirror I didn't mind so much but certain pictures, I thought who in the hell is that??? It couldn't possibly be ME?????
I am doing WW, got some great tips & advice and get 23 pts!!! (actually 24 but I prefer odd numbers so I rounded down, Thanks Kirb!)
So here I am, beginning round 2 with some awesome people! Some I know well, some I am getting to know, and some Ive never met! I am grateful for the knowledge that has been shared, the questions that have been answered, and the encouragement that has been given!
My current weight as of this morning was
172.4
My goal is
*141* ( I maintained that weight for years )
My bad habit that I am quitting is
TEXTING while driving.....
I know some others are doing the same and that is great, its a great goal, especially since I have a brand new driver in the house, I want to be a good example!!
Oprah has a campaign going for everyone to sign a pledge that their car will be a "no phone zone"
I am a fan of Oprah but thought, "i don't do it that often" so I wasn't worried.
However just last week while traveling, (&texting) I was honked at because I had wandered over into the next lane, I cant tell you how stupid I felt.
I had my kids in the car for heaven's sake!!!
So dumb and I will not do it again, wont check fb, wont read texts or emails nothing!!!
My new habit is sort of quitting a bad habit but also starting a new way of doing things....
I have come to realize that somewhere along the way in my motherhood journey,
I became a screamer!
I really had no idea, but it has been brought to my attention, and Yes I know...
I have 4 kids,
two of them have special needs,
one a 16 yr old, and an almost 2 yr old.
Needless to say, my buttons get pushed, and pushed some more.
I dont want to scream at them anymore, I also know that I do control it somewhat when other adults are around, this makes me feel terrible.
How unfair that I, (the mom) can scream at the four beautiful children that "I" brought into this world?
The youngest three don't even talk to be able to defend themselves,
So,
from this day forward I will not raise my voice to them unless the house is on fire, Savanah is running into the street, or if there is poop all over the walls and I need my otherwise occupied hubby to come and Help me NOW!!!!
I am going to try whispering to them and see if that gets their attention, afterall I believe they have learned to tune out my yelling............
poor kids!
Good luck to everyone,
We (The Fab Four) are going to kick some hiney!!!
Hugs to all,
Christie =)