Its the thrill of the fight.

Starting weight: 247.8
Week 5 ending weight 245.6
Difference: -2.2
Week score: 426
Initial GO! starting weight: 260
GO!al weight: 205- in fighting trim...

Team Tons o' fun weekly avg: 533

What witty BS reason can I come up with this week for my craptastic score? hmm. Work stress? nope. If I'd been GO!ing like I should have, I would have been solidly in my routine and none of it would have bugged me. Family? nope. My family rules, there were several times this week that Gracie was begging to go for a walk after dinner that got shut down because we just didn't want to stress about trying to get dinner/bathtime/bedtime done out of scheduled order...pfff. Pretty pathetic attempt at rationalizing.

I have actually been going back and forth a whole bunch on the game, and I gotta tell ya, I'm happy to see the end approaching. I have been getting wicked feelings of resentment toward the game because I find myself wanting to just chill out and relax and just live without self imposed rules all the time... but then the smart guy voice in my head pipes up and reminds me that this way of thinking is exactly why I am in the fat ass boat that I'm in.

Then I get all guiltified and start humming "Eye of the Tiger" and want to go run thirty miles to make up for my piss poor decisions all week long. Then for the coup de grace, after all the bogus food choices, the half hearted attempts at exercise and the attitude towards the game...I go ahead and lose 2.2 lbs. Now, thats not enough for a bonus as that would have just been a complete insult to my whole way of thinking... but still. I was only .2 lbs away from it. All I can attribute that to is possibly some kind of metabolism shock because if this was any sort off effective diet, I would have looked like a hungry Haitian refugee a looong time ago.

So, not really sure how this week in gonna go. Been so..so.. already, but we'll see. I want to end it on a high note and days off are a pretty good time for me as far as workouts go...so...

Duh, duh duh duh, duh duh duh, duh duh duuuuuuuuuuh.

BoOM!

.adam.

oh, sorry bout the late bloggin' I was waitin' on a score, and fell asleep before I recieved word.